|I Yam, what I Yam! Deal with it!|
Lady Gaga tells us that we were born this way, but I’m calling BS on this and the whole topic of predisposed rudeness. I too used to fall prey to my personality, but I have been regenerated.
I used to stand by this credo of inherent personality. I was and am passionate about loving others. I have always had the capacity for empathy and the ability to feel the pain of others. I was passionate about what I believed and what I wanted to do in the world, but I thought this passion transferred to all aspects of my life and was an excuse for flaws within myself. Because of my “sensitive, passionate nature” I got upset/angry easily and could win awards for my dramatic, theatrical displays of emotion. I said it was simply a part of who I am and people could accept me for who I am, or not. The truth was I grew up in a home where yelling was an accepted way to express yourself and I had learned the same route, albeit I’m pretty sure I took it up a notch.
|Pretty much what I used to look like|
The first thing Mark tried to teach me was that emotions are not reliable- they change with the winds so I shouldn’t rely on them to make judgements or to control my actions. He said I didn’t have to act out my emotions and could control my moods. That was all well and good to know but I felt very much controlled by my emotions. My mood was most times determined by the grief I felt for my mother and I didn’t think I had the ability to change.
At the time I had been a Christian for years, but I was confused and doubting. I hadn’t gone to church in months and my prayer life was usually just another burst of emotions pleading with God. And the Bible, ha! That was just a book of anecdotes and couldn’t possibly help me. At this time, Mark encouraged me to deepen my spirituality and to draw close to Christ. And in fact, we did this together. We recommitted our lives to Christ and fervently pursued intimacy with Him. April- which is the month we chose to marry- was also the month of our recommitment to Jesus (a renewal of our wedding vows to Jesus). April is also a time of live springing forth, rebirth, and new creations.
1Therefore if any person is [ingrafted] in Christ (the Messiah) he is a new creation (a new creature altogether); the old [previous moral and spiritual condition] has passed away. Behold, the fresh and new has come! 2 Corinthians 5:17 (Amplified Bible)
|New Creations. And my favorite flowers.|
Do you think there are things about us that are unchangeable? Have you been transformed? With Christ in your life, do you feel like a new creation?
I think we're all-without exception-responsible for our behavior. Habits of conduct like substance habits are not always easy to break. But with determination and practice one can re-condition oneself.ReplyDelete
For the most part, I do think we are in control of our own behavior. I do however, think that just like some physical illnesses prevent people from controlling their limbs and walking, some mental illnesses prevent people from controlling their behavior. The funny thing is, if you would have excused the people you worked with as being mentally ill, they would have been insulted. There is no shame in being sick, either physically or mentally. It is a shame to choose not to care how we make others feel if we are (mentally) healthy.ReplyDelete
I hear you sister! It takes hard work to change those behaviors that can become awful habits! Thank you Jesus for setting us free!ReplyDelete
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I was born a certain way. It was great ... until life started happening. Then I realized things got all heavy really quick. Only Jesus helped. I did not say He made things better. "be transformed by the renewing of your mind" was a good start, and that only by the Holy Spirit.
Yes with determination we can change or make a good attempt to change. But through the power of Jesus we can be truly transformed. Thanks for stopping by and commenting!ReplyDelete
Interesting point about the mental illnesses. I'm sure they would be insulted. :) Some illnesses cannot be helped but many mental illnesses are not technically illness but learned behavior (either conscious or not) that one uses as a way deal with some sort of trauma. Many therapies are actually behavior modification, similar to programs for addiction. Unfortunately secular addiction programs have 15-20% success rate while many Christian programs boast a 80-85% success rate. The difference is truly giving these parts of ourselves to the Lord. With the illnesses and syndromes that inundate today's western culture it seems it has become easier to excuse bad behavior as unchangeable.ReplyDelete
Thanks for your comment Helen!
Thanks Daniel! "Be transformed by the renewing of you" I love that scripture. I think Paul might actually say the continual transforming of your mind in some translations. If I didn't work to stay close to the Lord and understand His ways and His Word I'm sure it would very easy to go back to my drama queen ways.ReplyDelete
Thanks for the comment!
We are all predisposed to sin...it is a natural predilection. Christians have no excuse because as you said we have been regenerated. we must not blame others or our " nature " for the choices we make.ReplyDelete